"You're becoming soft. Everyone can tell. You're getting to attached to the damn elf. She's your slave, not your lover. She's clouding your mind. Does she have you under some sort of spell or something? Xavier, look at yourself! Can you not see it!?" The passed two weeks have been driving Xavier absolutely nuts. His men have been criticizing him, wondering what the hell he was thinking. He was treating Sehlirr better than he was treating them. He wasn't beating her when she messed up and smiled as if her screw ups were cute. Sehlirr wasn't 'learning' anything. It also pissed his men off that their own slaves were showing obvious signs of jealousy. A few slaves were even asking their owners why they couldn't be treated like Sehlirr was. Xavier was actually struggling because of this. He wasn't able to figure out what he was doing, what he was feeling, or what he was thinking. He was confused.
There were a few times that he tried to act like normal. He began hesitating and almost forcing out punishments that he didn't even think were necessary. There was one time that she spilled a glass after tripping over some laundry and he acted like he was going to hit her, but that fear she had made him stop. He punched the wall beside her head instead and just moved her over to the bed. It seemed that was he was of apologizing. If he scared her, hurt her, or anything like that, he ended up doing what he could to make up for it by having sex with her and making sure he was able to throw her into ecstasy. His mind was obviously running at a mile a minute and his men were not helping. Ilnae had actually tried helping him some times, but it only angered him. He didn't need the help of some slave! At least that's what he thought until he remembered that she was good friends with Sehlirr.
He asked Ilnae for some advice and on what he was feeling any time when Sehlirr was gone. The men also noticed that even though he currently had two slaves, he only used Sehlirr. They found it unfair that he just had one sitting there and were also confused on why he allowed them to become close friends. Wasn't Sehlirr supposed to make a decision on Ilnae a week ago anyway? Why was she still here? Or had the decision already been made? Xavier found himself avoiding his men quite a lot now. He kept in his room, didn't drink, and only ate when Sehlirr brought him food. He still governed his men like normal, kicking their asses when they said something he didn't like, but that didn't mean their words weren't bothering him. And on this day, Xavier was laying in bed and staring up at the ceiling, deep in thought while Sehlirr and Ilnae were allowed to, once again, do whatever they wanted.
Fri Nov 25, 2016 4:11 am by Dai
» Returning Home [Closed]
Sun Nov 20, 2016 8:32 pm by Tsubine
» Serenity's Face Claims
Tue Nov 15, 2016 2:29 pm by Serenity
» Escape from Ezon [CLOSED]
Thu Nov 10, 2016 3:25 am by Serenity
» Running on Idle [Closed]
Sun Nov 06, 2016 8:06 am by Schnockles
» The Deflowering [Closed]
Wed Oct 19, 2016 5:34 pm by Schnockles
» Serenity's Character List
Mon Oct 17, 2016 10:36 am by Serenity
» Amelia Bennett [APPROVED, 3-5]
Mon Oct 17, 2016 9:44 am by Tsubine
» Kenta [Approved; 1-2]
Mon Oct 17, 2016 8:27 am by Serenity