Wants and Needs [Closed]

Frustration. Impatience. Uncertainty. Ciara had never tried raising a child and Elysia was pretty much that. Though the girl was older, her ignorance of the current world left her in need of teaching. Ciara just couldn't handle all of it, so after some frustrating lessons with a lot of questions she couldn't answer all at once, Ciara told Elysia that she needed some time alone. Elysia was able to go play somewhere, be in the gardens, practice her lessons, whatever. She just knew the rules of staying close to Ciara's Mansion and that's it. Now Ciara had a little time to herself, at least she hoped she did.

Ciara hurried to her bedroom and closed the door. She locked it and sat down on her bed, taking a couple of seconds to vent in her own mind about the craziness that must have lurked in people's minds to ever have a child. After a few moments, she laid back and pulled her dress off, tossing it to the side. Her body was practically perfect. She had the perfect curves, the nicest ass, and breasts that women wished they had. Ciara practically got turned on by the thought of her own body. She tapped her panties and they burnt away quickly. She didn't feel like taking the time to remove them normally.

The woman laid back on her bed and relaxed into the fluffy pillows that surrounded her. She loved the feeling of the cool sheets on her skin. She kept her eyes closed and finally slid her hand along the soft skin until she reached her core. The small tip of her most sensitive place was quickly found and her pleasure began. She was silent most of the time, keeping the motions slow and gentle. Ciara teased herself this way, keeping the pleasure she felt at an edge that would not overcome her. It was like getting a massage. It was fun, relaxing, stress relieving, but it was never fully satisfying.

The click of the bathroom door brought Ciara out of her own world. She looked over, expecting to have to burn someone to ash, but she wouldn't do that to him. No, it was Vidis. He had seen her like this before, so it wasn't too big of a deal. Though she showed little of it, she was embarrassed to have been caught this time. The embarrassment came from the thoughts she had been bringing up. Today, it was thoughts of him and how he'd choose to take her. "It's fine, Vidis. It's nothing you haven't witnessed before." she spoke frankly, watching him as he walked out. She then noticed the armor and inwardly laughed. She should have seen that before, but wasn't paying enough attention to anything around her.

Vidis turned away and began to walk out before turning back to her. Ciara sat up and faced him. She didn't have any panties on, but her breasts were still covered by a bra that no longer had a matching set. When he offered to get her something, she knew what he meant, but this was an opportunity she never saw before now. Ciara stood up and walked toward him. She stopped right in front of him and stared curiously into his eyes for a few seconds. When she finally chose to speak up. "Yes, there is something I would like, but it's not a requirement. Nor is it a command or an order. It's more of a suggestion or a request that can be denied if you wish." she said, though her way of "asking"was odd.

"Have sex with me." she said and grabbed onto a lock of his hair. Besides the lower shaft, there wasn't much else to grab onto since the towel would come of. She lead him over to the bed and sat down. "You would be the only man I trust with my body in this manner, so come." Ciara proceeded to remove his towel and then reached back to pop the bra off, allowing her breasts to hang free, nicely in front of her chest. She looked back up to him and nodded. "When was the last time you've been with a woman? Also, do what you want with me. I'm curious to see how you perform in bed. I think the experience will be... quite exhilarating, especially since it's recently plagued my dreams over multiple nights."

Ciara nodded, happy he accepted. She wanted this release and she doubted he would do anything to shock her. That was her first mistake. When he apologized it surprised her. Could he even hurt her? He sounded almost confident when apologizing before the fact. She blinked at him as he came in. He crawled over her and onto the bed, biting down onto her neck. Ciara's toes curled as the excitement already took hold. Ciara swung her arms around and held him tightly, but this action came out of reflex, not desire. It felt more like what she must do, wanted to do. She felt his hand run down toward her backside and squeeze. Ciara could only bite her bottom lip, wondering what he had in store for her.

A low whimper escaped Ciara's throat when he let go of her neck. He moved to her ear and she felt her body shiver, giving her goosebumps, which he could easily feel and was obviously a compliment. During this, her nipples hardened and Ciara was glad she asked him for this. As he nibbled on her ear, she felt his hand go downward and knew his destination. She spread her legs just a bit wider to give him easier access. She tensed as her clit was grabbed and held back a moan, not wanting to become too vulnerable to him. If she was being completely honest with herself, Ciara was quite ignorant of this event. She didn't know what to do and it was likely showing. She followed his movements, allowed him to use her body the way he wanted, so when he looked to her for approval, "I said what you want."

Ciara was enjoying this because it was a fun learning experience. Love and passion weren't exactly on her mind, at least not yet. She enjoyed Vidis' company and trusted him more than anyone. It was the only reason this would even happen between them. Though, if she paid a little more attention to herself, she'd realize she was starting to fall for him. She wasn't there just yet, but the possibilities of a blossoming relationship with obvious for those on the outside looking in. These two were just blind.

The pressure of her clit being squeezed was a welcomed feeling. It was intense, sudden, and pleasantly unfamiliar. She enjoyed the touch. She could even feel her insides twitching, tightening and loosening up over and over as if they were expecting a visitor. Ciara closed her eyes, relaxing into him a bit. His fingers slid within her, toying with her pussy until it was ready to take him in. She looked down as he removed his hand, noticing the wetness on his fingers. She didn't remember a time where she had been that wet. Was he arousing her this much? The two shifted and suddenly he was in her.

Ciara gasped suddenly, a quite unusual reaction to see from her, but she couldn't help her. He was thick and stretching her moistened cave with his large rod. The feeling of him inside her was so new, but something she wanted to know more of. Her walls tightened naturally around his cock as he went in and out of her. Ciara was quiet, holding back the moans that most women would have allowed free. She couldn't moan, not now. She didn't even moan while alone! When he asked her if she enjoyed it, she spoke with a heavy exhale, "Y-Yes..." Ciara couldn't hide the moan when she spoke. It escaped through her lips and more were desperately wanting to follow. Her body tensed, still wanting to hide the fact that she loved this feeling. She couldn't. Ciara moaned more and more and it kept going until finally she gave into her desire and asked him, "More. More, Vidis more." Her hips finally began to move with his rhythm. Ciara had lost herself in her ecstasy as the pleasure washed over her.

Ciara's body was overwhelmed by him. Her mind had pretty much gone blank. So this is what actual sex is like? Her heart was racing, her breathing heavy, she couldn't stop moaning, the adrenaline was pumping, and she had lost control of herself. Her body reacted on it's own. His throbbing cock slammed inside her, the pleasure building up with every thrust. Her moans echoed throughout the room, though were probably only heard right outside the door. Ciara didn't care. She wanted more of this, of him. His well defined shafted fit perfectly within her womanly cave. Like two bodies becoming one, their motions matched each other very well and Ciara was loving this feeling that was taking over her body.

The two shifted and Vidis took hold of her clit. He was so aggressive, so rough. This feeling was unimaginably intoxicating to her. She could get used to this, if not become completely addicted. He bit down on her nipple and sharp sensations shot through her body. When he shifted, it happened again. Each time he did, her inner self contracted, tightening around his intruding member to make each thrust more and more pleasurable. The combinations of thrilling sensations that her body felt was almost too much. Her nipples, her clit, and her pussy were all being assaulted perfectly. She felt something she had never felt before. It was building within her. "Me too." she knew what it was.

"Inside, Vidis. In me, please." Ciara practically begged him. They were both close. Were they to reach that limit at the same time? Ciara hoped so. It was something she only read about in romantic novels she sometimes picked up. Her heart raced faster as that feeling inched up on her, getting closer and closer until her body reached it's climax. The powerful sensation of total bliss rushed over her body like a lightening strike. It stuck and her body convulsed. Her pussy contracted more. Her clit became extra sensitive to the touch. She bit her lip and moaned loudly into his ear as her arms wrapped around his neck and her body drew closer to him. She was trembling and she didn't move. She didn't want to.

Something was different now. Ciara couldn't place it, but something was different. He spoke up and she raised her head, leaning back to look at him. There was something on her mind and it did show, but she wouldn't speak of it. He offered more and she wanted it. "Did you enjoy it that much?" she asked with a raised eyebrow. He explained his enjoyment and she nodded. "Good." She wasn't expecting him to add that last bit. He wanted to be called on again? His sword was hers? It took Ciara a moment to realize what that meant and she thought much deeper on that subject than he likely meant for her to. In her mind, he had just given every bit of himself to her, and not just as a sex partner.

Ciara leaned back away from him and slowly slid off, placing her feet on the ground. She looked down to her center and saw the cum leaking from her and down the insides of her legs. Part of her wanted more, she really did, but she was confused. She sat down next to him and curled her knees up to her chest, setting her chin on her knees and then staring at the wall. "I wasn't expecting that... any of it." she said, though there was a deeper meaning. She didn't expect it to feel that good, but she also didn't expect the attachment or the loss of control. She had given in to him. "Vidis... Until now, I had never had sex before... Well, kind of." she looked away, almost in shame, "So... I don't know."

Ciara turned to look at his hand and then back up to him. She kept eye contact as he spoke and then something else clicked. Ciara turned her body to face him, sitting with her legs together and off to the side. "Vidis... Don't apologize for that. There is nothing for you to feel guilty for. I wanted this, you. Why would you think yourself unworthy? The fact that you would say something like that is quite upsetting, actually." Ciara shook her head in annoyance. She felt like it was her fault. Did she make him feel that way? "I don't want you to feel like you're not worthy of me. I have you by my side because you are the only one I would even think to consider worthy. Do you understand that?" Ciara then took a deep breath and asked him a question that she felt she needed answered, "Vidis... You've sworn yourself to me... I don't understand... Why would you do that? Are... Are you in love with me?"

Ciara took a deep breath. It wasn't a yes and it wasn't a no. It was a maybe with a welcome mat at the front door. That was interesting. "You'd welcome it, huh?" Ciara returned to her previous position, legs to her chest and her chin resting on her knees. She stared at the wall again with a softness in her eyes that had never been there before. "I never thought it was possible for me to even get that close. You say I know everything about you... Well, I do need to apologize then because there is something I've kept from you..." Ciara closed her eyes and did not open them until she stopped telling this story.

"I was eighteen. Well, it was my eighteenth birthday. My Father was a horrible man and a drunk. He killed my Mother and my older sister when they tried to protect me from him. He wanted me in the manner a man should only want his wife. He said my Mother was old and used up. And he said my sister had been with too many men. He slaughtered them to get to me, using some sort of Arcana that he had developed during his years in Rydian... I fought him and he beat me. He threw me around like a rag-doll until finally I was broken enough for him to use. Last thing he said to me was 'Happy Birthday'." Ciara finally opened her eyes and looked to him. She was disgusted with herself because of that, but it also fueled her rage toward humans and Arcana. She had lost everything because of it.

After he finished speaking, Ciara smiled and grabbed his hand. "Thank you Vidis. That means so much." Ciara took in a very deep breath and slowly let it out. Her body relaxed even more and she pushed the horrid memories from her mind. "Alright." Ciara stood up and wiped her hand between her legs, pulling up some of the left over secretions that still lay there. She said nothing about it and walked to the bathroom. There was a new found confidence in Ciara now. Her expression was still hard, though a light shined behind those eyes of hers. She wiped her hands off and then looked toward the shower. "Hm..." she smiled and turned back toward her room, walking over to Vidis. "Hey... I think you're in need of another shower." Ciara motioned with her index finger for him to come over, "I'll join you this time." She winked and went back into the bathroom. Once he stepped in, she closed the bathroom door, turned on the warm water and decided to drop a little lower than she had ever gone before...