I Think We're Alone Now [CLOSED]

Edit For Updated Character, Post 16 wrote:"You don't get it." she said and pulled her shoulder away from him now. Alison turned toward him and glared at Mikhail in actual anger. "I. Don't. Remember." she said harshly through clenched teeth. She held her arms down at her sides, clenching her fists very tightly. "You remember everything that happened to you, I don't. You remember the deaths of your family members, I don't." she wrapped her right hand firmly around her own throat, "I carry a scar that tells me that I wanted to die, yet I don't remember why. I see this thing every damn day, asking myself 'What the fuck did I even do?'"

"My sister killed herself... I don't know why, how, or when... My Dad died... I don't know how, why, or when. I apparently had someone who cared enough about me to teach me how to fight... I don't remember their name, their face, how I met them... All of this, I don't remember and I don't know that either... It's just gone.  Yeah, I tried to kill myself... I don't know why." Alison's expression was almost explainable. It was a mixture of disappointment, regret, anger, and confusion. All of these things practically overwhelmed her on a daily basis; Not many understood how she could smile.