To Rise And Fall [CLOSED]

Three days...

Three fucking days of silence and isolation. Selena could handle the normal isolation that Reaper usually pushed upon her, but this was too much. She was stuck in a room, in silence, with the worlds most entertaining conversationalist. Not. Anyone else would have snapped in her situation, but Selena was able to entertain herself merely by closing her eyes. She concentrated on the other rooms of the inn and sometimes concentrated harder on the streets. Selena was the world's greatest peeping tom and would never be caught. Unfortunately, it wasn't the best situation for her right now.

Selena had a bad habit of enjoying a few scenes of uncensored fucking that occurred in the different rooms of the hotel. There was one couple in particular that went at it all three nights and that man was good at his job. Honestly, Selena was impressed with his work, but it made her itch in a place she just couldn't scratch. She began feeling the urge and desperately wanted some alone time, but Reaper wouldn't leave. He stayed in the hotel room. Selena was unsure whether he was watching over her or just didn't want to go ou-... No, she knew what he was doing. He just didn't want to be seen.

Selena was laying on the bed more frustrated than usual. She tried to give small hints by staring at him, groaning in frustration, and anything else she could think of, but he just wasn't getting it. Finally, she shot up from the bed and turned to him. "So... You've got to be needing some fresh air by now." she said as innocently as possible, trying to keep her intentions to herself, "Why don't you go check out the town? It's night, so not many would bother you, ya know? There isn't anything wrong with stretching your legs." Selena smiled with a hopeful glint in her pale eyes. Would he take the bait? No.

Selena wanted to yell at him to take the damn mask off if that was the case, but there was no way he would. He only took it off once in her presence, which was actually a bother. She liked his face, no matter how scarred he was. Since he wasn't going anywhere, Selena whined and rolled her eyes. "Fine! I give up!" she said and stood up. She was well enough to move, especially after being healed by Lillianna. "You stay here. I need some fresh air then." Selena did not take her chains. Instead, the moment she left the room, her chains blocked the window and door quite well, creating a strong lock of her own. She was able to meld them into the foundation of the house. No one would get in (or out, but that wasn't the reason). Anytime she left, this is what she did for him to feel safe.

Hours passed and it was a little before midnight when Selena finally returned. There was a single bang on the wall and the chains began to pull away. Only Selena had the ability to do this, but Reaper was likely on guard on the other side anyway. Once she walked through the door, she closed it, locked it, stood there for a moment, and then grabbed the side of her head. "AGH! There isn't a single brothel in this entire fucking city!" Selena said in a very angry whisper. She walked over to the bed and collapsed into it face first as the chains slithered back under the bed, where she often kept them.

Oh, so he could have told her, huh? Well, maybe she was hopeful! Selena just kept her head in the pillow for the first half of his explanation. As he went on, she slowly raised her head and turned toward him until he stopped his detailed description of some brothel. She blinked. "Somewhere you've been often, huh?" she asked and then let her head fall back into the bed face first. She sighed and groaned in annoyance until he spoke up again. Selena was stunned. Did he really just offer his body to her?

Selena sat up, crossed on leg over the other and stared directly at him. It was a tempting offer. It was a very temping offer. Her eyes shifted off to the right as she began day dreaming about what it'd be like to have sex with him. She had these girlish fantasies of truly making love, but then they faded. That wasn't him. He was mechanical, logical, and likely a get in and get out type of man. She sighed and shook her head. "No, it's fine. I'll be able to get over, so there's no need for you to bother."

"Not a pain, but... I don't know." Selena looked away and shrugged. She listened and nodded to his first question, but that wasn't the point! "Yes, I know." Then he continued on about it and was proving her own point. "Yes, I kno-... Wait what?" Selena's mind barely processed that ending sentence. Normally, her ability to keep cool and show little surprise was strong, but he had punched through a steel wall with enough forced to make it feel like paper with that last comment. "Uh..." Selena was stuck. She stared at him, mouth agape in shock. She tried to talk, but nothing was coming out. Selena took a deep breath and held the bridge of her nose until she felt she could collect her thoughts. "J..." she said with a sigh when she finally could talk, "I appreciate the offer and... the compliment that I was not expecting at all, but I really don't think you and I should use each other in that way."

Reaper wanted the V. Selena did reject the reading material idea. It wouldn't work for her. The rest of what happened here confirmed it for Selena. He. Wanted. To. Fuck. Her. She was rather flattered. His words were kinder than normal, though it may be because his dick was hard under those clothes of his. He was making it more and more tempting to just say yes and go for it, but there was still something that told her no. Selena scooted back on the bed and crossed her legs by the ankle. He didn't get it.

"If I chose to submit to my body's desire, we would not be having this conversation. You would be in me for the next hour." she said bluntly and then leaned her head back into the wall, "But... There's something else. J... Sex with you is different and not in the way you've explained in comparing me to a damn prostitute. I mean..." she thought and sighed, "A prostitute means nothing to me. Sex with a stranger isn't a bond. A brothel is a business and I am their customer. You, however, J... You mean something to me and giving my body to you in that way... It'll... just hurt and not physically."

It wasn't a joke. Selena calls that a joke. It was a joke. She chuckled inwardly. She knew they were looking at it from odd angles, but the way he spoke was like they were similar. The way he explained it, she understood a bit better. And for the first time, he actually warmed her heart. He said words pretty close to what she wanted to hear. He didn't want to lose her. She meant something to him. She wasn't a tool. He was just stuck in a limbo trying to figure it out. It was endearing for her.

"I think I understand." she said with a small smile and softened tone. She waited a moment and her smile widened as a thought came to her. "Alright. J. If we do this, I would like you to do two things for me during..." She put up two fingers and then one, "The first... Take off your mask. If I'm revealing every inch of myself, I'd like the same courtesy." She was very serious about that and would not budge. In truth, that was a deal breaker. She already struggled to see him because of that shield, so she didn't want that now. This act would be too important. "And two... I want you to kiss me."

He closed the curtains. Was he really going to go through with this? That itch welled within her again and very quickly caused her to get anxious. Selena was good at masking her emotions, so she showed nothing. As he took off his mask, she put on her glasses. She closed her eyes as the pressure of pushing Arcana out of her head caused her a bit of a headache. She ignored it because she was used to it. It wouldn't become a problem for at least an hour. "I want to see you, not the world around us." she gave a quick and quiet explanation as to why she put the glasses on. Selena did not think the scars as sexy, but nor did she think them grotesque. They were part of him and he was important to her. He, as another being in this world, was someone that she saw as beautiful and she'd accept every scar.

When she gave her second request, he stepped toward her and lifted her chin. For once, Selena's eyes felt less dull as her blindness had faded. He could see much more in them than usual, especially that deep and hidden passion that shined outward only when she looked at him. As he leaned in to kiss, she pushed right back into him and returned the kiss with an innocent craving. When they separated, her eyes opened and gazed into his with innate desire. "Y-Yes." she whispered, nodded and swallowed nervously. He began to remove his clothing and Selena watched as if caught in a trance.

It took him asking her questions for her to realize that she should probably remove her clothing too. She stripped herself down, starting with her shoes, socks, pants, and then shirt. She thought about it, but decided against removing her underwear. She answered his questions as she undressed. "It'll be more comfortable in a bed, don't you think?" she replied with a smirk to his first question. She was forcing her nervousness to fade away and his questions were helping. "I want you to fuck me, not the other way around." His last question caused the smirk to grow, "No weapons in the bedroom."

There was a secret being kept here: Selena was a virgin. She may not have acted like it since moments ago she was thinking about a brothel visitation, but desperation makes people do some very strange things. She nodded in agreement about starting. She wasn't expecting to be pushed down onto the bed, but enjoyed the feeling. The look in his eyes gave her a bit of a rush. She stared back, her eyes telling him to come get her. She was nervous, but the excitement outweighed that. He pulled her panties off and for the first time, she was revealed to a man. Luckily for her sake, he didn't even need to look down there. Someone was a bit more experienced with this, wasn't he? Selena looked down the moment he removed his underwear. So that was going to be inside her, huh?

"Oh shit." she thought. She forgot it was possible that this could actually hurt. Well, buckle up buttercup. She wasn't going to say anything now. Selena sat up and was surprised he knew how to snap the bra off. Even she sometimes had a hard time with that damn thing. "So do you." she laid a hand on his chest and laid back as his reached downward. Selena spread her legs, ready for him and bit her bottom lip when that first contact took place. The gentle rubbing along her clit automatically sent pleasurable sensations through her lower body. She took a deep breath, but was otherwise quiet. She watched him lick his fingers and that only aroused her more. When his finger entered her, she inhaled quickly and held her breath. Luckily this was something she had experienced before, so the spreading wasn't painful. She moaned lightly, the beginnings of her pleasure welling up within her core.

Selena had been a bit of a peeping tom for a long time now, so after staying in many inns, she knew a few things that were done. In a situation like this, there was only one that she really wanted to do. She wanted to kiss him. So each time that he leaned down to kiss her, she did her best to make it last. Though he was doing well with his hand, Selena's end goal was to experience all of him.

The second intruder brought a new game to the board. J was able to reach deeper than she could. He was playing inside of her, hitting the sensitive walls that tightened around his fingers. She was trying not to be obvious, trying to hold back her moans, but her breath spoke for her. She was breathing heavily through her nose and kept her eyes closed for the most part. Selena kept grabbing at the sheets, pulling, and letting then snap out of her hand when they wouldn't stretch anymore. She opened her eyes momentarily when he kissed her again, but closed them again until he broke off. As he stared into her eyes, she stared back into his. She wondered what was going through his mind.

She let out a breath and relaxed as he said. She nodded, "Yes, I'm ready." She closed her eyes and waited for him to enter her. She thought if she watched, she'd anticipate it more and react badly. He slid in, the head opening her for the rest of him to enter. His shaft spread her walls and that is when the pain hit. Selena held her breath suddenly and her body tensed. She took in heavy breaths and did her best to hide the pain by keeping her eyes shut. She wanted to ask him to go slower, to ease up, or to be gentle, but refused to. She didn't even know why she refused to. It was for him. Selena wanted him to feel good, so she dealt with the pain. She turned her head to the side and clenched her eyes shut while her hair blocked them, waiting for her body to adjust to his thickness. She had nothing to compare him to, but he felt large. "Wow." was all she let out and it came out in a hard whisper.

It hurt. "It hurts." Selena's body was very tense, causing her to tighten around him even more. Her muscles were not adjusting as quickly as she'd like. "I'm great." she said with a smile, looking back up to him. Her voice was as tight as she was and her breathing was still harsh, like she had been straining herself, but she did look genuinely happy. "No, no. Keep going." He pushed himself all the way in and she could feel him hit the very back. She looked down to where they were connected and had an impressed look on her face. She blinked a couple times and looked up to him as he commented on how tight she was. She could only smile. If only he knew the reason behind that. She was glad he didn't.

When he began to thrust, her head went back down to the bed. She stared up at the ceiling with wide eyes for a moment and then closed them. She tried to keep her face soft, once again dealing with the pain of something stretching her inner self. He slowly moved up to fully thrusting into her and finally she began feeling it. The pain was still there, but the underlying pleasure was beginning to creep up. She felt the excitement return as that sensation appeared. After a few more thrusts, she was wet enough that he could simply slide in and out without the resistance of a newly penetrated woman. It was still tight and clenched around him nicely, but the lubrication allowed Selena to look back to him.

He kissed her again and Selena brought her arms up and around his neck. She kept him there, holding firmly as she returned the kiss. She decided to attempt deepening a kiss by sliding her tongue into his mouth. He accepted her and she gained that entrance. She wasn't aggressive with it. It was more of a gentle dance between them. Selena ended up moaning lightly into his mouth. Her body relaxed beneath him completely and she could only feel the pleasure and a bit of soreness, but even that was to fade soon. She broke the kiss and placed her hands on his chest as he pushed himself into her. Her moans became more constant, though she was trying to stay silent. She just wanted, "More..."

That. Was. Adorab-Weird. That was weird. Selena honestly had to hold back laughing. He was such a strange man. He was lucky she cared so much for him. "Oh my god, J. don't talk." she thought to herself, not wanting to say something like that to him, not right now. It was how she felt because he just did not know how to talk to a woman, especially during sex. "J., you have an amazing dick." she mimicked him slightly, but she meant it. There was no hint of humor behind what she said; she had gotten that out a moment ago. He kept going and it was feeling better and better. Selena began watching him and continued over the next few minutes. She watched his body, his eyes, and his lips every time they kissed. She caressed his chest, his shoulders, and his arms. She glanced down to see him shoving his cock into her. "Out." she replied immediately. There was no way in living hell that she would be ready for a kid right now, so that chance was not going be taken. "If you're ready... Cum all over me." she said in a rather seductive tone. Selena was not going to orgasm on her first time. There was too much soreness involved, but she was quite happy with the way this was turning out.

Selena actually didn't expect the amount of kissing he gave, but damn did she appreciate it. Once he was ready, he pulled himself out and Selena couldn't help but arch her back toward him, sort of giving him an easier target. He released himself over her and Selena smiled happily. She looked up to him, running her fingers over the semen that had splattered against her skin. It was warm, to be expected. It was also white and a little sticky, but like like a sugar sticky. She looked at her hand and then back to him as she relaxed into the bed. "Yes, it did." she said and stretched her body, "But I am getting into the shower." Selena sat up and guided him off to the side so she could pass. Before she stepped away, she leaned in and got one final kiss before walking off. And yes, she was careful not to get any of his cum on him. "You can put your mask back on now." she said with a smile, a wink, and then walked into the bathroom. For the first time though, she locked the door behind her and proceeded to bathe.